Well lets start with a brief recap on my adult life:
I have had more ridiculous relationships than I care to talk
about. I have had more jobs than I can
even count, mainly because I “didn’t know what I wanted to do with my life” so
I just drifted until I finally came to a halt in August of 2011 at LA Fitness
and rekindled my passion for kicking peoples rear ends into shape. So after 2 years of working there and trying
to start my own biz personal training and failing miserably I was finally fired
for having clients outside of LA Fitness leaving me with no choice but to start
my own business, which was a blessing because I needed the kick out the door
and God’s way of telling me I can accomplish so much more (or at least that’s
what I think he was telling me).
Let me also qualify all of this by saying I never wanted for
anything when I was growing up and discipline wasn’t a really big value for my
parents. My mom is just to sweet and is
uncomfortable reprimanding and my dad well… I don’t have to many nice things to
say about him because when he’s around I have to walk on eggshells and worry
about him getting mad and irritated with me for no reason. To say the least home life has always been
tense and up until recently I always thought it was my fault because I had an
“attitude problem” when I was a teenager.
So in short having a lack of discipline I have never really
been able to step up to the plate and hit a home run because when the going
gets tough, I give up. Well this is
where the real Kristin Bogie needs to stand up and this is where I want to show
all of you that you can do it too and what you have to do to make it your
dreams come true! Enough is enough and
time to move onward and upward!!!
My Biggest Dreams and Goals:
1.
Own a house
a.
This right now is number one for so many
reasons….. I’ll explain later
2.
Become a top IFBB Pro Figure Competitor
a.
As of right now I have only competed 3 times
with pretty half assed attempts and I haven’t been on the stage in 3 years
because I have gained almost 50 lbs (yes I said 50, rebounds are a bitch) and
haven’t been able to take it off and keep it off. This has been one of the biggest points of
pain for me because I know I have the genetics to do it but don’t have the mental
stamina to do it.
3.
Own a chain of gyms
a.
All I own right now is a business name, but hey
you gotta start somewhere.
b.
Oh and Luke (my fiancé) and I have some plans in
the works right now. You’ll hear more
about those later.
4.
Be a world renowned speaker traveling the world
speaking about health and fitness
a.
I have only spoken in front of my undergrad and
MBA classes for presentations. I’m not
sure how I am going to make this one happen
5.
Be the most disciplined person I know.
a.
Baby steps right?
6.
Pay for my kids college out right
a.
I have no school loans and want to pay that
forward
7.
Have an awesome retirement
a.
I’m not sure doing what… Probably just being
awesome.
Alright so I think I am going to do this whole journaling
thing in a timeline format:
3/5/14
830p Get into a
huge argument with my dad because he got rude with me for no reason… Again….
I’VE HAD IT WITH THE ATTITUDE and I fired back and then got myself officially
kicked out of “his” house. This is where
my #1 goal comes in I knew it was only a matter of time before shit hit the
fan.
*Which also means I have no place to cook my food and do the
diet I had planned for myself. L
9p Got to Luke’s
house…. Talked about it a little bit then tried to fall asleep because of my
330 wakeup time, 9p is LATE!!!
3/6/14
130a finally fell
asleep
330a alarm goes
off. Yep not waking up and try to
consider how much more I can sleep before I HAVE to get up to be at the gym for
my 530a client….
456a: outta bed
and to the gym to train
730a consider
going to breakfast at Denny’s and getting a stack of pancakes to sooth my
emotions. Justifying that I am not
prepared for today and I can just start tomorrow.
8a nap time…. Oh
I mean meditation. I can’t help it if I
fall asleep
830a wake up and
start on my to do list. I DON’T FEEL
LIKE DOING MARKETING!!!! To be honest it
scares me to put myself out there. Inner
dialog: “What if someone finds out that I’m not that good at what I do?!?!”
So I Facebook and blog instead… Loop hole and avoidance! I’m getting good at that.
1045 heading out
the door to scout on some houses, I just hope we find one because I’ll be
sleeping in my “meditation” chair until we do find one
1p back to home
base. Found a house that could work.
Fingers Crossed
130p Had a protein
shake and 2 cliff bars…. At least it wasn’t the Panera mac and cheese that I
wanted to eat!
145p More house
hunting. They are all starting to look
the same!
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